Again?

I'm feeling kind of lost these days.
I can't really re-call where my minds at,
It's running with the beautiful white horses.

Every day is another question,
With nothing but no answer again.

Outside looking in,
You think I have perfection.
You claim that I have all this love and support.

Then tell me, why is it I don't feel it in my bones?
I'm not ungrateful or selfish.
And I'm definitely not looking for attention.

So does the answer come from me? Or you.