Tuesday, August 3, 2010

All I Did Was Feel Pain

For the past 3 months I've been feeling like I'm some terrible person.
He made me feel like I've done something so wrong, that I didn't deserve his love anymore.
He was wrong, because I haven't done anything wrong.

All I did was feel pain.

Each one of our lives is different, some are great and others are filled with pain, hurt and terrible memories. Memories which people don't always let out, until one day that pain starts
to appear in their smile, their laugh and the look in their eyes.

All I did was feel pain.

I am an amazing person, and a beautiful soul. I've been so hard on myself for the past months but I can't let it affect my smile anymore because it wasn't my fault. I haven't done anything wrong, at all.

So I won't apologize for anything, to anyone. Because I haven't done anything wrong.
I'm only human after all, and man oh man I deserve to be happy.

All I did was feel pain.

Before I was lost and confused and couldn't really grasp my hands around what had taken place. All along not realizing, I was holding onto something I've never known.

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